At this time I have 4 posts sitting in the 'wings' waiting to be finished. I feel I have so much on my mind to write about but can't seem to keep my thoughts focused. I can't seem to finish them. I am just tired. The battle rages on and the energy is drained but yet I don't feel overwhelmed....just tired....just 'whelmed.' I feel pretty much at peace but not joyful. I seem to just be on auto pilot. Trying to keep dog paddling. I don't mean to make it sound like I am down because I'm not really....I'm not really sure what I am. So here I go again....just rambling on. I guess I should post this just so you know I am still here....still kickin'!